Recovered

A day after the result, we both checked in dekat Le Meridien KL.
Memang dah book sebelum result keluar pon and we are prepared to whatever the result is going to be.

I did cry every now and then after the result came out for a few days.
My CD 1 came 2 days after the BETA test.
Completed 29 days cycle.
Super heavy flow.

My emotions was running up and down during the menstrual days.

But the soonest I can start praying, I prayed hard.
I cried to Him the Almighty.
Mintak diberikan kekuatan untuk melalui semua ni dgn tenang.

And He granted that.

Alhamdulillah.

At first I got to lie to people telling that I am OK while I am not OK.
I paksakan jugak diri ini untuk menjadi kuat.

The easiest things to do besides praying is keep urself busy.
So I continued doing my another baby project.
Siapkan paperwork semua and Alhamdulillah soon akan masuk production.

Then last 2 weeks, I have a business trip to Singapore (again) for 2 days 1 nite.
Heret DH sekali.
We took the trip as a way to release my stress.
Tapi disebabkan exchange rate melampau sgt sampai 3.06, I end up didn't do any shopping.

So kami jenjalan sahaja keliling Singapore tu.
Lepak hotel and spent time together.

And today I am on my CD 5.
29 days cycle lagi bulan ni.

Makan pon macam tak control je lps BETA test tu.
Lps abis cycle ni la kot baru nak control balik.

Supplement pon continue asid folic and metformin sahaja.
Vit D kalau igt baru amik.
Fish oil pon sama.
Multivitamin pon sama.

Saja nak rehatkan badan kejap.

Next month nak ke Penang.
January nak ke Vietnam.

Maybe after that la kot baru decide bila nak FET.

#11 Road to ICSI - Check up again

Selamat Hari Raya to all my fellow friends!
Maaf zahir batin andai ada nukilan dalam blog ini mengguris hati dan perasaan uols.

Anyway, as expected, my CD 1 falls on 2nd Syawal.
I need to check on my follicles this month.
Emailed Dr. T, she replied, I can either see Dr. Helena or wait till she comes back on my CD 6.

Since I am so comfortable with my Dr. T, I waited for her to come back.

So on last Thursday, I went to see her.
Alhamdulillah found 6 follicles on my left ovary and 4 on the right ovary.
That makes is 10 and the most I've had so far!

Dr. T is happy about that. So now mmg tunggu my sugar level turun till 6 - 6.5 which now current reading is around 7.

Dr. T confirming that my ICSI will be this September but if next month my sugar is good, I can just proceed but we both mintak jgk September since this August me and DH will be busy with his sister's wedding.

Biar lah settle semua tu dulu.

Besides checking on the follicles, I kena jgk amik darah utk check my Vit D together with Hep B, C and HIV test.

Result yg tu tak dpt lagi.

So total for today is : RM 750.
Cost utk Vit D test itself dah RM 320.

The next day tu, DH ckp kat I, abis je wedding adik dia nnt before the ICSI, dia ajak Iols g holiday.
I ajak ler ke Penang tp dia ckp jom Phuket! (again!)
Sayang DH ketat-ketat!

Sah lah Phuket ni jadi yearly vaccay spot.

So arini I kena lah gigih check hotel and ticket semua!
Bila check date yang dipilih tu most likely on O day!
Last year pegi pon time O jgk tapi takde rezeki.
Kita tgk dis year lak eh!

Meh lanje selfie sket! Eh!!

Selamat Tahun Baru! - Reminder: This is going to be a super long entry.

Hahah. Dah masuk March baru terhegeh2 nak update blog.
Nothing much actually.
Been super duper busy for the past couple of months.
Busy dgn kerja yg travel sana sini atas arahan boss2 kesayangan kat office ni.

Ke Singapore lah. Ke Jakarta lah. Adoi.

Penat.

But.. above all, I managed to allocate some time for our donno-how-many times HORNYMOON!

Actually kena clear kan 6.5 days leave before end of Feb ari tu.
Like end of Jan my HR informed I have to clear dat leave, so terhegeh2 la plan percutian adhoc ni.

At first nak ke Lombok, plan like 7 days kat sana.
Bila google sana sini dgn DH, dia macam reluctant sikit sbb takut tak tau nak buat apa lama sgt kat sana.
DH ckp nite life kat Lombok mcm tak best je!

Ok fine!

DH suggest ke Phuket. Like again???
Padahal baru je kot last year raya pegi, DH tetaplah nak ke sana lagik.

I wanted Maldives.
Nak fefeeling DIVA kekdahnya.
But got rejected.
Then I suggest ke Gold Coast.
Rejected.

DH suggest Abu Dhabi - Dubai since cousin dia ada kat Abu Dhabi so can save sikit kat accommodation katanya.

Takde makna save.

So beria2 DH cari info apa best kat sana and at the same time, iols pon gigih tgk tiket.
Last2 beli jugak lah tiket ke Dubai.

Gilor.

So berangkat lah kami berdua ke Abu Dhabi on the 10th Feb ari tu. 

Nak lagi best? 

Flight hari Rabu, ari Isnin Iols kena g Jakarta for 1 nite!

A week before that, Iols ke Singapore on a day trip.

Merasa lah ko turun naik airport in 3 different countries in a week! 

Went there for 9 days. Stayed at Dubai only for 2 days 1 nite. 

Dok 2 ari sana pon Iols dah rabak.

Kunun nawaitu tak nak shopping tapi nan hado!!!!!

Gagal uols nak lawan nafsu harakah tu.

DH pon dah tak ley nak kata apa.

Masa kat Dubai, dapatlah jenjalan jap kat Souq Medina, Dubai Mall, tgk Burj Arab dari jauh and few other places.

Wanted to go up on Burj Khalifa which they charged UAE 125 tp sayang kena booking 1 week earlier so melepas mek kat situ. 

Dapat tgk dr kejauhan je la ketinggian bangunan tu. 

Tgk dr jauh pon dah kagum giler2.

The rest of the days dekat Abu Dhabi adalah ke sana ke mari.

Went for Dune Bashing and to Ferrari World as well.

Naik World's fastest roller coaster adalah yg tergila buat iols. 

Last naik masa umur 25 kat Gold Coast pon dah leley air mata.

Ini lagi lah rasa jantung tu tercabut buat seketika.

DH siap naik 2 kali! 

So here is the random pics when I was there. 

Pics melambak spt biasa kat IG.

It was a fun yet the most tiring trip.

Selama ni dok pulau je. Setakat pusing2 pulau apa lah sgt kan!

Ni hamik ko sana sini berjalan.

Seriyesly everything is not cheap there.

Food especially.

Tapi dalam dok mahal2 tu, bila balik beg beranak lagi 2.

Eh! 

Pasni dok rumah dendiam makan maggi sampai ujung bulan. 

:p

Ok nnt sambung.

Tah bila tah. 

Famous TTCians in Jekarda.

Jeng, jeng, jeng..

Those who have followed me in IG or FB mungkin dah tau la sapa yg Iols maksudkan ni..
Tak sangka dpt lak jumpa dia kat Jakarta ni.
Bukan setakat jumpa, malah we have dinner and ngupi bersama2.


Sapa?


























Scroll lagi...

Tadda!!
Hero idaman Malaya uols!

Gile ramai yg makan ati bila Iols post pic dia ni..
Well, I think semua tau kot, dia mmg dah TTC for more than 5 years.
The wife is here with him as well.
Wife dia tu Iols memang kenal sebelum dia kawin dgn Hero Malaya ni.
Masa dia masih lagi isteri X vocalists Handy Black.

So the wife told me that they have failed 4 IVFs.
And now the adopted 2 little girls.


Yang photobombed kat belakang tu wartawan tersohor Utusan Malaysia which happens to be my very good friend here in Jekarda last time.


Ekceli, DH yg minat dia lebih dr Iols.
Iols tetap dgn Aaron Aziz lah!
Petang ni DH dtg and most likely mlm ni akan melepak dgn Hero Malaya lagi since the hotels they are staying is actually opposite my apartment here.



So uols kat sini ada yang makan ati tak?


Sowwy!

Yuhhuu...

Lama lak menyepi.
Tapi I know bukan ada yg merindu pon.
Almaklumlah blogger suam2 kuku namanya.

Such a hectic month...

And now, I am currently blogging from JAKARTA!!

Yeah, pulang kampung!


No lah.
All of sudden my CEO asked me to settle some work here in Jakarta.
Asal ujung tahun je mesti nk ke Jakarta buat keja.

Last year dtg untuk 4 days je... and this time...

























2 months ya all!!

Mati keras ya!


Tapi sebagai imbuhan, my CEO dgn bermurah hati nya banje I laki bini pergi Singapore for 3 days 2 nites this mid Nov.
Siap bagi stay kat Marina Bay Sands ya ols!

So semua benda pon yang kita buat, pasti akan ada hikmahnya kan?
Alhamdulillah..



Walaupun ke Jakarta ni without DH, but he is coming next week for a week as well.
2 bulan je pon tapi ngengade tetap kena lebih.


Xtvt biasa di sini is EAT and EAT and EAT.
Last weekend je sempat tawaf 5 malls!

Bahahahah.


Ada sapa nak teman I dekat Jakarta? :p

Bye-bye Holiday.

Bulan August is my bulan berjalan.
Penat tp seronok.

From raya tu dah ke Tangkak - Masjid Tanah - Alor Gajah - Rembau.
Balik KL then ke Phuket for 6 days.
Balik dr Phuket, ke Teluk Intan lak sbb ada wedding cousin my hubby.

Week after that dah off to Koh Samui.
This week nak ke Raub and Temerloh lak.
Nak mengantor pengantin lak pastu my mom nak dropped by kat rumah adik dia.
Nak tgk cucu sedara baru dia.

Misi Phuket sah-sah dah gagal.
Tunggu la cycle ni lak which suppose to start tomorrow.

Or takyah menjengah langsung lagi elok lah! :p (pray hard!)

Diet plak has gone hay wire.
Post Koh Samui berat mencanak naik ke 75.9kgs!

Tarik rambut jap.

But in 4 days, I managed to shred off 1.3kgs!
Weeehoooo!!

Tah bila la nak capai berat badan ideal ni.
Byk lagi tu nak kena buang.

Anyway, meh I share sket2 pic kat Koh Samui ritu.

Iols ni kalau dpt dok dlm air, mmg layan abis lah.
Cer bagi tempat tinggi.. mampus!

I enjoyed Koh Samui but not as much as I enjoyed Phuket.
Kalau ikut my rating :

1. Phuket
2. Koh Samui
3. Krabi.

Next Koh Lipe lak.

Beach trip wishlist mmg bersepah.
1 by 1 In Shaa Allah.


Bila lah boleh jadi working at home wife ni??????

Takde idea nak wat closing cmne, bye!

10th Ramadhan

Syukur Alhamdulillah masih lagi berpuasa sehingga hari ke 10 ini.
On my CD26.
Last cycle we've missed my Ovulation Day.
Too busy and too tired.

Biasa lah nak masuk Ramadhan ni, iols and DH busy membaking.
Alhamdulillah this year our almond & chocolate chips cookies, tart nenas and cornflakes madu will be back at selected Petronas Mesra Outlet.

Ada permintaan, so why not?

So for the past 2 weeks mmg balik keja je terus membaking.
Ari2 tak cukup tido.
Ni time bulan posa, after tarawikh start baking.

Gosh!

But the good news is..
I managed to shred few kilos.
Gila tak?
Siang keja, balik masak berbuka, then tarawikh then baking till 1 am, woke up for sahur at 445 am.

Sahur lak iols just makan 2 biji kurma + vit c + b complex.
Alhamdulillah takde lak perut ni berkeroncong sgt.

Persiapan raya uols cmne?

Mine?
Simple tak simple.
Meriah tak meriah.

But bakal buat keja gile lagi laki bini ni.

If last year we went to Phuket and got back malam raya haji, this year...


Dis year kami akan ke Phuket lagi pada hari raya ke 4!

Hahaha.

For 6 days.
Rasakan.

Kejap pk nak ke Lombok, kejap nak ke Bali, kejap nak ke Singapore..
End up DH ckp dia tak puas berjalan dekat Phuket hari tu so nak repeat balik.
If go Lombok and Bali, confirm ramai gila org local kat sana tu since masih lagi time raya masa tu.
Singapore pon sama.
Tempat lain yg belum pegi macam malas nak pk sbb short notice sesgt so takde time nak buat itinerary sendiri.

So this trip is more to rest and relax.
Stress release trip.

Orang sibuk balik kg, iols g berjalan.
Actually dah penat nak layan pertanyaan org setiap kali hari raya sebenarnya.
Dari sakit hati sendiri, baiklah iols g hiburkan diri.
Hati pon tak sakit.
Poket je yang sakit pon.

Till then!

Bliss.

Pulang dr Phuket dgn harapan... 

Let's hope ada berita gembira bulan ini.

Semoga Allah perkenankan doa ku yg satu ini.

Break.

We both decided to continue TTC on normal mode this few months.
Patut hari tu igt nak continue treatment dengan Dr. Adilah, September ni.
Provided that my unpaid leave is approved.

Yes, ai decided nak amik unpaid leave for a month.
Memandangkan senior exec yg patut i handover kerja2 ai ni akan start bekerja Oct, ai kena lah menundakan niat nak unpaid on September.
Boss mintak dia masuk dulu baru apply balik.
Most likely November onwards la baru boleh unpaid.

It's a tough decision, but at this particular moment, ai would do anything and sacrifice everything for TTC.

Tak dapat long break, we opt for short break.

Credits : Goo.gle for the Images.

Yes, we both are going for another round of Honeymoon on Oct.

Percutian tak dirancang.

Last Monday, saja gatal tangan bukak AAGo.

Sekali check la utk date before Raya haji tu.

And, wallah!

Dpt package ke Phuket ni for RM 1.1K for 2 pax.

Flight + Accommodation 4D/3N.

Takde pikir lama2, terus je beli.

Tau-tau time of arriving KL is mlm raya aji! 

Hahahhaha.

And if my AF on time that cycle, time kat Phuket tu nanti is my CD 14 - CD 18.

Who knows kan?

With a month's time to plan apa nak buat kt Phuket tu nanti, ai pon busy la menggoogle apa yg patut di buat kat sana..

Island tour tu mcm tak yah je sbb the other day g Krabi pon dah buat island tour.

Basically the same islands pon.

Macam la nak try water rafting... 

Ada yg dah penah g Phuket? 

Apa lagi yg best besides island hopping, fantasea?

Susah2 sgt, ai layan dok lam bilik je terusssssssssssssssss...