#2 ICSI - BFN

Bismillah..

Tak tau macamana nak update ..

BETA test came out BFN.
Yes, I've failed my first ICSI.

It's been hard for me at first but with the support I got from my families, TTC friends, friends and not forgetting my DH, Alhamdulillah I am OK now.

I am recovering although not fully recovered. It takes time.

But I am strong. I know.
We all TTCians does.

I am thankful enough that I still have 2 embryos with 8-cells frozen.
I haven't decided when to continue my FET and DR. T already informed me that I can start the soonest after my next 2 cycle of period.

Everything was fine all the way from OPU till ET day.

I got 9 eggs collected.
8 fertilized.
4 made it to day 3.
2 transferred was 6 and 7 cell embryos.
2 frozen with 8 cells embryos.

Lining was great. Sugar was level was great s well.
I bed rested till 10dp3dt until I got my spotting.
No other symptom except AF cramp almost everyday from 4dp3dt.
My BETA was scheduled on 12dp3dt but since I got spotting, I was called to do it on 11dp3dt which falls on last Friday.

It came back NEGATIVE.
Dr. T was sad as well.

But I know, Allah has better plan for me for now.